"Fix your thoughts on what is true and honorable and right. Think about things that are pure and lovely and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise."
-Philippians 4:8 NLT

The Word of God says the right thing, everything is in your mind. That's why they called it 'battle field of the mind'. as long as i can fix my thoughts on the things that is positive, i'll be able to overcome negative thoughts on my mind. as you all may know by now. even me myself when i read back all the postings i've made, i discovered that most of what i wrote is filled with feelings of defeat, sadness, despair and all that. i didn't use to think and act like what i'm doing nowdays. i'm changing into the kind of person, that i dont wanna be.

being happy is a choice. and what should i choose now? i'm still thinking: should i stay or walk away. marisa said that it's better if i walk away. but is it the right thing to do? would i be able to do that? or will i let my compassion and love take me away?

like today, i cant believe that this morning, he finally called me. i suppose he already read my email. he told me that he'll called me back, but until now, he never did. i began to lost my faith in him and every words he ever said to me. but instead of letting those unnecessary things to occupy my mind, i let myself to enjoy what i'm going to face ahead. and i think i've done the right thing at that moment. :D

i'm proud of myself for that i am able to stand for what i believe in... let's do it one step at a time ...
way to go indira! :)